The Day My World Fell Apart (Part 3): Deliverance Sessions
Hey there… Welcome back! As I was saying in Part 2, my deliverance sessions started in February 2024.
I went from Monday through Thursdays. During that time, I was fasting and seeking God. To be honest, I wasn’t entirely serious about it, because the prophecy had already come out that God would deliver me.
One thing about me, back in those days, was that I was going to use any word from God (through His prophet) as my reason to sit back and relax. Because, when God speaks, it’s a done deal right?
So, I was doing my daily fasting and listening to Gospel music. I prayed when I remembered to and come 6pm, I would break with just vegetables. On the weekends, I would sometimes fast and sometimes not. Not only that, I would eat any how instead of keeping the same fasting regimen going.
Before my deliverance sessions started, I thought I was going to go for one session and have powerful encounter with God and that would be it. I didn’t realize that deliverance could take multiple sessions, and sometimes years to be complete.
My pastor told me how when people were going through deliverance, they said they would see themselves as if they were in a movie. They couldn’t control themselves but were aware of what was going on.
I wanted that to be my experience, but usually there were no manifestations. And when I did manifest, it was the same shaking and rolling and moving around. I wanted to have that deliverance experience everyone had, but it just wasn’t happening for me. I wasn’t dreaming deep dreams either. It made me feel like my deliverance sessions weren’t really working.
I was still lying, still pretending… I’m not making any excuses for my behavior. At the end of the day, the truth would have set me free. There were certain things I was truthful about, but I lied so that I could keep getting the help I knew I needed…
My focus was: play along, get your full deliverance, then tell the story…. I was definitely wise in my own eyes, and God humbled me in the greatest way.
Alright, it’s getting a little long here. Let’s go to Part 4
